I also feel exiled for another reason. Here, I have no friends. No one to confide in. And I know I'm being extreme. I have maybe two friends. All the others I don't really communicate with. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to ignore me, I don't know what I did to deserve it. If they would just tell me, I would either fess up to it or deny it. Problem solved. Move on. Though it's not happening that way. Let's just ignore her no matter now many times she tries to reach out to you and yeah I know you're reading my messages and things like that. It shows when you open them, smarty. I'm all alone here. And I'm so tired of it. So tired of sitting home by myself for weeks on end because I have no one to go out with. How do I even make new friends? Either I already know everyone or they're total douchewads.
I don't understand anything anymore.
God, I'm going to go crawl in a corner and cry (again).
Till The Sun Rises,